Friday, 7 December 2012

Horrors and Heroes

It seems appropriate that I finish the book “In Harm’s Way” today on the 71st anniversary of Pearl Harbor.  The book is the story of the torpedoing of the USS Indianapolis.  The Battle Cruiser was making its way to Leyte after delivering the Atomic Bomb “Little Boy” to the island of Tinian. Ultimately that cargo would lead to the end of the war that Japan forced the United States into on December 7, 1941.
The story of the Indianapolis ; its sinking, the terrible struggle of the 900 or so men who remained alive when the ship disappeared from site only 14 minutes after 2 torpedoes ripped through its hull and the ultimate rescue of just 317 of the initial crew of over 1,100 is one of the most amazing stories I have ever read. It is only one of the thousands of tales of heroism and horror of WWII.  Unfortunately, without horror heroism cannot exist.
In 4 days adrift after the sinking of one of the Flagship Cruisers of the US Navy the devil surely showed his face to the fighting men who were the passengers and crew of the Indianapolis.  From the initial contact of the first torpedo from the Japanese I-58 submarine, to the sighting of the first shark who brought hundreds with him to feed on the wounded sailors and Marines; to the dehydrated and delusional young men stripping off their life preservers to sink to their deaths because they could go on no longer; to psychosis setting in and the survivors attacking one another and finally to exhaustion, shark attacks and mental maladies claiming hundreds more lives even as rescue planes and ships pulled the survivors out of the water, this event embodied all forms of tragedy.
All of us have relatives that fought in World War II.  My dad was a Marine and was awarded Purple Hearts from wounds at Tarawa and Saipan.  Because of my close friendship with my dad I have been lucky enough to spend many hours with men that served in World War II.  Men that fought with friends who died to make sure that our Country remained free.  What an unbelievable group of heroes.  I give thanks and prayers for all of them on the anniversary of a horrific day in their lives and the lives of so many families that lost loved ones on December 7, 1941.
Years ago (on a day that God showed himself to me and the aforementioned Devil was nowhere to be found) I ran into my Dad’s best friend Bob Lee in front of Napoleon’s tomb in Paris.  Three million people and I run into my fishing buddy Bob Lee from Beaumont, Texas… there are no coincidences.  Bob took us to dinner that night and we talked about the invasion of Normandy.  Bob was wounded during the fighting in the countryside after landing at Utah beach.  This trip in 1999 was Mr. Lee’s first trip back since 1945.
That night as I overflowed with  awe and respect for the men of the Greatest Generation Bob stopped me short and told me the story of his 21st birthday. 
“Aw hell William!” his big jovial voice boomed. “We weren’t doing anything different than you were in your 20’s. Drinkin’ and chasing girls.  We just happened to be doing it in France.  Most the time we just walked through the hedges and kept our heads low”.  His big smile and round red face glowed as he continued. “I turned 21 over here.  That night I shot a chicken with my M1; we stole a bottle of calvados from a farm, got drunk and boiled that bird with a bouillon cube in my helmet. Pretty darn good birthday”.  Bob laughed that fantastic deep throated, strong laugh I love so much and that was the end of the conversation.  That’s the way he wanted it.  That’s what he wanted to remember that night.

Well Bob I know you all hold back on us.  We hear way more of the good than the bad, but we appreciate every bit of it.  We appreciate what all of you did in the Pacific and in Europe.  Joe Bob kinsel Sr. navigating men to safety on runs that weren’t made to be run.  Buddy Arnoult keeping men alive in planes that had more wrong than right with them.  Captain McVay, the Commander of the Indianapolis, leading his men while waiting for sure death as no rescue boats were sent to a ship no one missed.  You all fought for our Country and for our future.  We honor you and we thank you.
On this day that lives in infamy.  God Bless all of the veterans of World War II.  God Bless the young men and women who have ever served in our military and those that serve today and God Bless America.
Will

Saturday, 8 September 2012

One of These Thing's Is Not Like the Other.. Or?

I never knew shopping for Mirrolure's and earrings had anything in common until I took Sarah Jane to Claire's.  She proceeded to get down in the catchers crouch and pull package after package of earrings off the rack.  I couldn't help being reminded of scouring the peg board at Gibson's in the old days looking for a 52M28. 

I found other similarities as well.  She stared at some of the small ones just like I stare at snap swivels or small hooks for crappie fishing.  Some of them even looked like bucktails for spoons or little spinner baits.  As a matter of fact I have quite a few new designs in mind. 

Finally just like a trip to Academy it's hard to get out of the store.  Everything seems to be something you need.  And just like Academy you can't get out of there for under $50. I guess the only good news is you don't  lose earrings like you lose fishing lures.  Oh wait..., Damn.

Today my little girl and I just did what she wanted and it was a durn good day.   Cheers to Daddys and daughters.
Love 'Em while you got 'em...

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

West Bay Wonders

Ignition
We asked my son William where his friends were going for Spring Break and the answers were quite astounding.  I don't remember them all, but China was the first thing out of his mouth... I had a trip to China scheduled for us all but I heard that SARS was making a comeback so I cancelled it and we asked my sister Carroll if we could come to the beach.  It wasn't so much that I thought one of us was going to get the virus.  I just get uncomfortable seeing all those short people in surgical masks...

With Mao Tse-Tung set aside, William, SJ and I loaded up and set out for Southeast Texas.  First stop Beaumont  to see Momma and Daddy.  I called at noon to surprise them, but had to call back at 1 because they were still asleep.  Age sure changes things. 

I remember the days of Paw Paw's loud rousting of all within ear shot.  The man did not like people sleeping late.  You could always hear his footsteps before the words.  The progression was: Florsheim's on wood. A loud clear of the throat and then, "Wiiiilllll" or "Sunshine of the Ozarks" or "Come on Now time to Get Up!"  On Tuesday morning it was silence and that made me long for days gone by.

After a short visit with the Matriarch and Patriarch of all that is crazy the kids packed the car on their own for the first time in their lives. Somehow I managed to bitch about the way they did it. I just can't help but look a gift horse in the mouth... When the middle aged man was done rearranging ( which meant unload and put everything back exactly where it was) we were off.

Raindrops on Roses and Whiskers on Catfish
The weather man was "shockingly" wrong so it was beautiful when we arrived in Galveston.  I've suggested to Sarah that if she'd like a job in which she can be wrong 75% of the time and not get fired weather woman is a field to look into.  As a matter of fact the weather was good all week. The beach water warm, the tempature enough for a long sleeve shirt at sunrise and after dark and a breeze that stayed below gail force.

Firing a top water from the kayak Thursday morning I realized, not for the first time, just how fine our little part of the world is.  Cruising down the Intracoastal headed to Kemah, recounting old adventures with Dad to the kids, the wonders continued to reveal themselves. Watching the kids land rat reds and flounder from the dock I was as content as I've been in a long time. 

Deep breaths such as this short intake down in Galveston allow you to quiet your mind.  I don't know about you, but I really need it.  If you stay still long enough you can catch some wonderful moments.  

I watched William grow up in front of my eyes as he unknowingly flashed his blue eyes and bright smile at Kaki Duhner on the boat; Saw Sarah Jane hold onto the anchor rope so as not to fly out while she gracefully held court with the older kids.  Sitting on the dock in the dark SJ joined me in her PJs just to get in one last cast. All as cool as it gets for a dad. I bet many of you had the same kind of moments. If not last week, not long ago.  Access that hard drive in your brain and let the memories flow.  They are filed away not far from the surface and they work like a battery charger for a soul that might need the extra bars...

I made it to the deck just before sunrise everyday.  It was Mike Petitt that told me that going on the chicken schedule was a pretty good deal.  Crowing  with the sunrise and in the rack not long after the sun goes down. I think he's on to something.  I might just have to show up at Petitt's place on East Bay just to make sure it works the same over there. Research you know... Big trout research.

Curiosity and Imagination

The outdoors is like a spark for the imagination and creativity.  Unfortunately for us old folks our fuse is a little short.  Kids however...
I watched William rig a hand line in lieu of a rod and reel  just as I had done many years before. I recalled loading a box with croaker on hand lines tied to every ice box handle, tackle box, oar mooring and anchor in our old row boat the Stella.  William had the whole crew of kiddos at his heels as he caught tiny minnows, iridescent jelly fish and prehistoric looking sea worms ( not my favorite thing to know is in the water while I'm wade fishing) in a net.  He kept the minnows, creatures and even a croaker alive in the bait box. Changing batteries in the aerator when the croaker looked sluggish. When the croaker survived over night the young researcher gave him a life reprieve for its outstanding fortitude. He ceremoniously released the little fellow with well wishes of "good luck".

The questions that my son asked me were incredible and I had about as much chance of answering them correctly as I would have answering a calculus problem.  In his eyes I could see his brain working, his hypothesis forming and I bet you he sends me the answers to those questions.  It was so cool to see that imagination, that curiosity and the thirst for knowledge. 

Someone told me if you ask God to speak you will be amazed at what He says in return.  The key for all of us is to listen with our eyes, our ears and our hearts.  I didn't know when I loaded up the car and headed home that I was asking God to speak, but as the clutter in my over active mind cleared I certainly heard His answers. Yes I'm sure China was amazing, but wonder is all around us. 

A little piece of unsolicited advice; take time to listen with all your senses today.  You never know what you might hear.

Thanks to Carroll and Jeff Patrizi for their hospitality.

Breathe... and Hook 'Em
Will

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

The Perfect Day

There isn't anything better than getting to spend time with your dad.  It's a huge added bonus if that time is spent fishing.  I was lucky enough to spend most of my childhood doing just that. Whether it was walking the North Jetty, wading the Bolivar pocket, hiding from the wind behind the house on the Intracoastal or trying to catch a striped bass at the dam at Sam Rayburn, Dad and I were always sharing an adventure. In the words of the late Bob Stevenson Sr. "Havin' fun outdoors!"

Mid way through the summer when I was eleven, dad decided we were going to spend the night on the north jetty. That Friday night we added lawn chairs to the provisions that were loaded into the Stella.  The Stella was our 10 foot long John boat that  we transported to and from the beach in the back of Dad's Country Squire station wagon every weekend.

Saturday morning the wind was low, non-existent really, the day hot and the water clearing with every minute. My anticipation of the rewards the next two days would bring was reaching a boiling point as high as the heat that July weekend promised.  Dad, my brother John (16 at the time) and his friend Mike Sabatelli executed our standard Saturday routine. We waded the Bolivar pocket chunking Mirrolures, Johnson Sprites, plastic shrimp tails and split tail beatles time and time again.  The Stella was tied to Dad's waist as we waded toward the jetty. 

The Stella which ultimately served as a floating wheel barrow, carrying our ice chest, tackle boxes, extra rods, etc... was originally  called into duty as a transport for me. As the last of eleven kids and five and a half years younger than the 10th, I wasn't tall enough to wade through all the guts in the pocket. From the time I was 5 there was also no way I was going to be left behind. That being the case dad (aka. Paw Paw) had to make accommodations. Now the Stella also had added benefits... The primary being it's ability to serve as a ferry from inside the boat cut on the north jetty to outside or "past the cut".

On the days when the wade across the flat didn't produce the number or size of fish we were looking for, we would load up in the 10 foot aluminum and head out past the cut. The power behind the stella changed over the years.  At first dad had oars to row us where we intended to go; next a Minkota trolling motor did the job and in the later years a 5 horse Mercury turned the Stella into a virtual speed boat (compared to rowing that is...).

On this summer day in 1980 the 16 year olds in our party headed back to Beaumont after a slower than expected day of fishing that resulted in 8 trout and a saddle back flounder.  Dad and I dropped them off at the beach, loaded the collapsible lawn chairs in the Stella and headed for our granite campground for the night.

Dad and I passed the cut and the first marker on the outside mile and half of the north jetty and picked a nice flat rock on which to land the boat.  When the tide was high enough you could run the boat up a little before the man in front jumped out  and started pulling. On this summer day the tide was low and the waves almost non- existent on the gulf side so we nudge our way onto the flatest rock we could find and unloaded our heavier than usual provisions before dad and I hauled the stella up 4 or 5 rocks to safety on the jetty.

The afternoon was still young so we still had plenty of daylight to fish and we went to work doing just that.  The tide was low, and the fishing slow as a result.  The water was clear and green,  but  the non-existent current had most of the fish except the mullet in-active for the day.  That being the case, the eleven year old me got bored and tied on the biggest Silver Johnson Sprite I could, primarily picking the spoon for the size of the treble hook in the back.

I found a semi- flat rock near the waters edge on the channel side of the jetty and proceeded to cast my spoon to a stationary school of mullet that swam aimlessly by the side of the huge rocks.  My retrieve consisted of letting the spoon drop under the big eyed bait fish and yanking it back through in hopes of foul hooking one.  If you snagged a big one they fought hard and on a slow day you could cut them up for bait. No telling what you might catch on cut bait in the Gulf of Mexico. 

As my attempts to land a sharp point deep enough into the side of the hard scaled flat heads failed time and again, I started to let the Sprite flutter just a bit farther beneath the surface with each cast. What happened next is etched into my mind as clear as the brightness of the brightest blue sky you have ever seen.  As the spoon fell in the clear water 20 feet from me, I watched each sparkle of sunlight flash off its sides as it oscillated against the resistance of the water.  From a crevice unseen in the submerged rocks below a 3 pound trout shot out  vertically as if to jump, unhinged its jaws and enveloped the lure.  Luckily, due to the trance that I was in, I reacted slowly enough with the hook set so as not to yank the treble hook out of the big girls mouth. The yelling then ensued...

The first shouting came from me trying to garner Paw Paw's attention.  Trying to get Dad's attention from 3 feet away while he was watching TV was hard enough, so try from 30 rocks away on the North jetty!! With lungs that learned loud early... and a practiced tone of urgency that either meant: I am "REALLY" hurt or "I have a big fish on" I was finally able to get him to see the bend in my rod.  With agility I wish I could witness again, the old marine grabbed the net and bounded over and down to me. It was then that the sacred fish chant began.

Every one of you that has caught a fish of any size has experienced some form of this " fish dance".  The person or people with you begin with the yelling of instructions. Well I learned the fish chant from Daddy and on this day and during the battle for this unexpected fish it sounded like this:

"Come on now... Keep your line tight. Don't horse him!! Get him OUT OF THE ROCKS!!!! QUIT reeling... Lead him to me. Head into the net now, head into the net".... Suddenly the speck realized she was  almost done for and turned to run for the hills and it was my turn. "Daddy DON'T hit him in the tail!" Water splashed us both, the trout's last little burst of drag run ended and I turned her back towards the net.  The mantra from Paw Paw continued; " Head into the net now, head into the net" and finally he hoisted the prize out of the water.  The fish chant ended as it always does, with big smiles and a special kind of laughter that is not often found and hard to beat...

After that fish renewed our collective interest in the possibilities of trout to come, dad and I cast our lines toward the anchored ships in the Galveston ship Channel vigorously for the next 2 hours.  As I stared at the horizon, I noticed a wall of water headed our way.  Not knowing what to think I asked dad, " Daddy is that a tidal wave?". He stared out for a few seconds and said, "Well - don't know, but let's put our life jackets on and go hold onto the boat." I did as I was told and dad grabbed me with one hand and the front hold on the Stella with his other.

Thirty seconds after we had secured ourselves, a uniform wave big enough to crash completely over the North Jetty at extremely low tide knocked us and the Stella 3 feet toward the gulf side of the rocks and then all was still.  In our life jackets, with firm grips still on our little beached vessel, Dad and did what we had done many times before and have done many times since; we looked at each other with big eyes and laughed out loud.  

The rest of that night the tide rose. A yacht showed up just prior to dark and anchored on the gulf side not far from us.  Dad and I ate cold fried chicken sitting in the lawn chairs and contemplated what sort of activity those on board were involved in. A little bass boat made multiple runs from the yacht to the channel side and back all night.  Our imaginations turned the yacht into a drug boat. Those on board playing loud music and sending their flunky out on his runs were made into modern day pirates.  We talked of rewards and dangers and all kinds of good eleven year old stuff. 

The sky was completely clear and every star was visible for miles.  The wind didn't even whisper and the only sound was that of the wave action being broken by the jetty. 

We didn't sleep much as the tide rose extremely high the next AM.  The thoughts of another unexplainable wave at high tide as opposed to low was evidently cause enough for concern for even the old marine. We fished and we talked and we both dreamed with nothing in our heads. What a night.

When the sun rose the water was as clear as it gets in that part of the Gulf.  More blue than green, which just doesn't happen often.  The water teamed with Spanish mackerel and we landed quite a few.  We watched as schools of Stingray glided gracefully by.  In search of trout we launched the Stella and headed back inland. 

The extreme clarity of the water proved tough for trout that day as did the fact that the tide was so high early and would be moving slowly out the rest of the day. We managed a couple trout and in the afternoon made our way just inside the first bend of the jetty and picked up a couple more flounder.  As the light started to get soft we made our way back across the Mexican flats and chunked our last few casts as we waded into shore.

The boat was loaded into the back of the white and brown Country Squire.  Dad affixed the red rag to the front end of the Stella that served as our "caution light" to those cars and trucks that might not expect a boat to be sticking out of the back of a station wagon:); and we headed to Beaumont as the sun disappeared.

I have been lucky enough to catch sailfish on the "Adelante", to chase smallmouth bass in Greenbay;  blessed enough to catch dolphin and tuna in Cabo, fortunate enough to hook a Muske in Wisconsin. I have caught trout all night under the lights at rollover pass and loaded the boat with salmon and rainbow trout on Lake Michigan. I've been granted a few Kingfish and Wahoo in North Carolina.  I've fished lakes and ponds and caught big bass.  I have a 9 and 3 quarters pound speckled trout on my wall....

I'd give it all back for one more weekend like that with my Daddy. I hope the memories I am building, have built and continue to build with my kids are as special and as strong when they are my age.  Thank God for that old Marine.

Will